I can't get over it!

September 13

Tomorrow I am going to get fitted for my bridesmaids dress. I was really excited about being in this wedding but now I can't wait till it is over with. See, my best friend Kim, named me Matron of Honor back in January. Since then I have been fulfilling my duties, even throwing a really nice shower and preparing to do all the things I am supposed to do on the Wedding Day. I was excited. We have been friends since we were fourteen, and I truly felt honored.

A few weeks ago she called me and demoted me. We are talking one month away from the wedding and she tells me some lame lie about her sister and that she is now going to make her Matron of Honor. I wanted to call her a liar but instead just told her it was her wedding and her decision. We have only spoken twice since then. I am hurt, and angry. The excitement is gone and I am even dreading it at times. I didn't go to her last shower or luncheon because I didn't want to see her.

I feel like a terrible friend but I think she should feel bad too. She has been going on for nine months about me being the Matron of Honor and I have been acting and doing the duties of one. I spent a fortune on her shower, her shower gifts, mine and the Wild child's dresses, etc for this wedding -- which I would have done regardless, but I am still hurt that she did this to me. I wish I could tell her how hurt I am without it turning into an argument.

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