falltreeWHT%2Egif.gif (12597 bytes)                      November 1999



Eating: apple pie with whipped cream

Drinking: Sprite

Listening: Public Radio

On the tele: Nothing

Reading: Basic Gardening

Gratitude:                                          That one of my favorite journalers, Shana, is off hiatus.                            There are five days left until we leave for vacation.                                       That Jeff cleaned the litter box and did laundry today.




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Last night was Darryl and Alicia's wedding. It was absolutely beautiful. Before it even started I was bawling like a baby. At the front of the church was a beautiful arrangement of flowers with a memorial candle burning inside the arrangement. I was thinking it was for the deceased grandparents that had recently passed away but inside the program read, "A memorial candle is lit in the memory of Darryl's and Alicia's best friend, Tim Wright." So, of course, I start to get all choked up and the tears flowed like a hard May rain. Watching Darryl was bitter sweet. He and Tim were the best of friends since the age of seven and they were so tight, like brothers actually. I hope Darryl and his wife have a happy life together. I hope my brother is smiling upon them and feeling proud that he fixed the two of them up five years ago.

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After the wedding Jeff and I went to a Holyfield/Lewis Fight Party at the Cool's house. I really enjoy watching boxing and have since I was ten years old. I don't know what turned me onto boxing but I have a good time watching two muscle built men dance around the floor trying to beat the hell out of each other. Just "the clique" was there and before the big fight we sat around drinking and eating jambalaya. By the time the fight started The dentist's wife had way too much to drink and she was making a complete fool of herself, she got into a religious debate with me and maybe a total ass out of herself and then she kept talking about performing oral sex on her husband and how uninterested in sex he was. You can imagine how emasculated he felt and how angry he was. She eventually had to be escorted home. Over all we had a really great time and I didn't get home until 2 am. I was disappointed that Hollyfield lost the fight. I thought he out boxed Lewis, but last time they were in the ring together Lewis was robbed. I guess it all evened out.

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I have a long week ahead of me. Lots of packing and organizing for the trip, not to mention cleaning and getting ready for Christmas. Since this is our first Christmas in our new home and the first year we are going to participate in the tradition of Santa Claus, I am going all out in decorating the place up. I also need to find homes for the two remaining kittens. Stacy is coming to stay at my house for the entire week we are gone and I  really don't think she is wanting to take care of five kitties.

***While I'm writing this Jeff is trying to get a piece of ass,so I guess I need to hurry and finish this entry.***

I have one of those terrible after sex headaches. I don't know why that happens, except I think it had something to do with the position I was in during the act itself.

For the past ten days I have not been taking my BBT, which now has me guessing what is going on with my body since I had fertile cervical fluid again four days ago. I'm trying not to let this trying to conceive thing get to me but I can't help it. I found out Saturday that the newest neighbors are six weeks pregnant, so this makes number five. I am completely surrounded by fertile people and I feel increasningly envious with each passing day. After the Disney trip Jeff is going to go ahead and get his sperm analysis so as soon as the first of the year we can start fertility treatment.  I am changing ob/gyns and hiring a new RE, Dr. Risk. I haven't seen him yet, but I hear he is really great. I believe we are going to give treatment a year and then we are going to seek out other alternatives. Until then I am going to have high hopes and lots of dreams that this is going to happen for us.